大方廣圓覺修多羅了義經略疏 2.1450

2.1450

本講華嚴疏主玄珪智輝迴，伏奉誨示。納所微悟，許廁法席，頂戴奉持，不任忻懼。多慚陋質，未効勤勞，空呈寸心，坐蒙收采，自驚僥倖，喜極成悲。伏蒙慈願弘深，降斯過分。一經印決，頓覺光輝，學流進功，時輩增仰。幸甚。（宗密）便欲奔赴給侍，緣泰恭臂瘡未愈，慎風不敢冐路，再三涕泣，願侍隨行。念伊迹苦，不忍棄遺。伏惟照察。不備學徒（宗密）再拜上。

Xuan’gui and Zhihui, having attended the Author of the Huayan Commentary for this lecture, have returned, and I have respectfully received your compassionate instruction. Accepting my petty awakening and permitting me to join the ranks of your Dharma assembly, I receive it upon the crown of my head and uphold it, overcome with joy and awe. I am deeply ashamed of my crude disposition, having not yet exerted any toil, merely offering a modest mind, yet receiving acceptance from afar; I am surprised by my good fortune, and my joy turns to tears. I am humbled by your compassionate vow, broad and deep, bestowing such excess grace. Once confirmed and resolved by you, I suddenly feel radiant; students of our stream advance in their practice, and peers of our time increase their reverence. It is my great fortune. [I, Zongmi,] wished immediately to rush forward to attend upon you, but because Taigong's arm wound is not yet healed, he is cautious of wind and dare not brave the road; weeping repeatedly, he wishes to attend and travel with me. Pitying his bitter ordeal, I cannot bear to leave him behind. I humbly pray you will look upon this with understanding. Incompletely written by your disciple, [Zongmi,] submitting this with repeated bows.