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太史黃公諱庭堅。字魯直。號山谷道人。至是丁家艱館黃龍山。從晦堂禪師祖心遊。與死心新草堂清尤篤方外契。晦堂因語次舉。孔子謂弟子。以我為隱乎。吾無隱乎爾。吾無行而不與二三子者是丘也。請公詮釋而至于再。晦堂不然其說。公怒形於色。沈默久之。時當暑退凉生秋香滿院。晦堂曰。聞木犀香乎。公曰聞。晦堂曰。吾無隱乎爾。公欣然領解。及在黔南致書死心新曰。往日甞蒙苦口提撕。常如醉夢。依俙在光影中。蓋疑情不盡命根不斷。故望崖而退耳。謫官在黔州道中晝臥。覺來忽然廓爾尋思。平生被天下老和尚懣了多少。惟有死心道人不肯。乃是第一相為也（感山瑩仲溫羅湖錄）。

Grand Historian Lord Huang, tabooed name Tingjian, courtesy name Luzhi, who took the appellation Master of the Mountain Valley, had at this time suffered family bereavement and was residing at Mount Huanglong. He studied with Chan Master Huitang Zuxin, and had an especially deep bond beyond worldly dust with Sixin Xin and Caotang Qing. In the course of conversation, Huitang cited Confucius speaking to his disciples: "Do you think I have anything concealed from you? I have nothing concealed from you. There is nothing I do that is not shared with you two or three gentlemen; that is Qiu." He asked the Lord to interpret it twice, but Huitang rejected his explanations. Anger showed on the Lord's face, and he remained silent for a long time. It happened that the heat had receded and coolness arose, with the fragrance of autumn filling the courtyard. Huitang said, "Do you smell the fragrance of the sweet osmanthus?" The Lord said, "I smell it." Huitang said, "I have nothing concealed from you." The Lord delightfully attained understanding. Later, when in Qiannan, he sent a letter to Sixin Xin saying, "In former days, I received your earnest reminders and instructions, yet I was always as if in a drunken dream, dimly lingering amidst light and shadows. Because my sense of doubt was not exhausted and the root of life was not severed, I looked at the cliff and withdrew. While exiled as an official, lying down during the day on the road in Qianzhou, I awoke and suddenly everything was open and clear. When I reflected upon it, how many times had I been confounded by the old venerable monks throughout the world! Only the Daoist Sixin refused to approve of me; that was truly the greatest kindness to me" (Ganshan Ying Zhongwen Luohu lu).