廣弘明集 27.54

27.54

From the beginningless past to the present, conditioned by the mind sense-faculty, I have committed all manner of evils. Regarding the scriptures and teachings of the Perfect Person that pull out suffering and provide the essentials for escape, my mind has had no desire to practice them, instead giving rise to rebellion and resistance. I then studied deviant treatises, plotting seeds of sin, which resulted in having no correct faith; I sought fame and gain, increasing my view of self, with my perversity being especially severe. Only at the point of death will I regret these empty errors. This is the sixth great shame.