Biha Kappa v2.p55.3

v2.p55.3

sādhu dvāramūla meṃ sthita hone ke kāraṇa usakā ullaṃghana ko dekhakara ātmasamuttha, parasamuttha yā ubhayasamuttha bheda nahīṃ kiyā jā sakatā| upāśraya ke bhītara vicārabhūmī hai, hotā hai| paraṃtu śayyātara ne usakī anujñā nahīṃ dī hai| yadi anujñā dī 3707.mohatigicchā khamaṇaṃ, bhī ho to pratidina saṃjñā-nivṛtti ke lie bāhara jāne kī karemi ahamavi ya bohi pucchā ya| ādata ke kāraṇa vahāṃ saṃjñā se nivṛtti nahīṃ hotī| yadi maraṇaṃ vā aciyattā, ananujñāta sthāna meṃ saṃjñā-nivṛtti kī jātī hai to śayyātara __ ahamavi emeva saṃbaṃdho|| vahāṃ se niṣkāśana bhī kara sakatā hai| usase vināśa aura (muni sādhvī ke upāśraya meṃ gayā| vahāṃ vasatipālikā gardā ho sakatī hai| akelī sādhvī thī| muni ne pūchā-kyā bhikṣā ke lie nahīṃ 3702.saikālapheḍaṇe esaṇādipellaṃta'pellaṇe hāṇī| gaī?' usane kahā-āja upavāsa hai| muni ne pūchā-kyoṃ ? saṃkāya'bhāviesu ya, kulesu dosā caraṃtīṇaṃ|| sādhvī bolī-) 'maiṃ moha kī cikitsā ke lie kṣapaṇa kara saṃyata ke āgamana se bhikṣā kā satkāla-deśa-kāla bīta rahī hūṃ|' muni ne bhī kahā–'maiṃ bhī moha-cikitsā ke lie jātā hai| avelā meṃ bhikṣā ke lie ghūmane para sādhviyoṃ ko kṣapaṇa kara rahā hūṃ|' muni ne pūchā-'ārye! āpako bodhi kaise eṣaṇā kī śuddhi ke lie bahuta prayatna karanā hotā hai| prayatna prāpta huī ?' āryikā bolī-'mere bhartī kī mṛtyu ho gaī| na karane para hāni hotī hai| abhāvitakuloṃ meṃ bhikṣā ke lie athavā maiṃ usake lie priya nahīṃ rahī, isalie pravrajita ho avelā meṃ jāne para śaṃkā ādi aneka doṣa hote haiṃ|