Gopalacampu 1.16.22

1.16.22

pīyūṣa-cchavi-dhāri-hāri-kiraṇaḥ sarvatra śaśvaj-jaḍī-
bhāva-prāpti-guṇaḥ sadārdra-hṛdayaḥ sad-bhrū-cakorī-gatiḥ |
so' yaṃ hanta mayā kathaṃ harir aho tat-prāṇayā tyajyatāṃ
dharmo gacchati kintv adharma-padavīṃ ruddhvā ca māna-kṣayām || [śārdūlavikrīḍita]
[13] śrī-kṛṣṇasya ca bhāvanā, yathā-

‘He whose delightful rays bear the luster of nectar, whose quality brings bewilderment everywhere at all times, whose heart is ever tender, who is the refuge for the cakorī birds that are the fine eyebrows [of the gopīs]—
alas, how could that Hari be abandoned by me, who am his very life? Ah,
righteousness, however, goes on the path of unrighteousness, obstructing [me] and destroying my pride!’
And Śrī Kṛṣṇa’s meditation was as follows: