Samkalpakalpadruma 11.3

11.3

ahaṃ sa eva go-madhye gopaiḥ saha vanecaraḥ |
prītimān vicariṣyāmi kāmacārī yathā gajaḥ ||164||4
[pūrvavad yugmakam]
yaḥ kaṃse lambhita-dhvaṃse svaṃ vinātivilambitam |
kurvantaṃ pitaraṃ proce "śoceḥ katham itaḥ pitaḥ ||165
yāta yūyaṃ vrajaṃ tāta vayaṃ ca sneha-duḥkhitān |
jñātīn vo draṣṭum eṣyāmo vidhāya suhṛdāṃ sukham ||166||5
snehena duḥkhitān ity etat procya snehavastuni |
atṛptiṃ vyānag atrāpi draṣṭum ity eva darśanam ||167||

"I am that very same one who, wandering in the forest among the cows together with the cowherds,
will roam about in affection like an elephant moving at will." ||164
[A pair of verses as before]
When Kaṃsa had met his destruction, He spoke to His father who was delaying greatly without Him: "Why do you grieve from this place, Father? ||165
Go to Vraja, Father, and we, after bringing joy to our friends,
shall come to see you, our kinsmen who are distressed by affection." ||166
Having said "distressed by affection," He revealed His insatiability regarding the matter of affection;
here also, by the very word "to see," [He showed that] the vision ||167