Bhagavatapurana 5.9.3

5.9.3

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tatrāpi svajana-saṅgāc ca bhṛśam udvijamāno bhagavataḥ karma-bandha-vidhvaṃsana-śravaṇa-smaraṇa-guṇa-vivaraṇa-caraṇāravinda-yugalaṃ manasā vidadhad ātmanaḥ pratighātam āśaṅkamāno bhagavad-anugraheṇānusmṛta-sva-pūrva-janmāvalir ātmānam unmatta-jaḍāndha-badhira-svarūpeṇa darśayām āsa lokasya //

3. In this birth also, badly afraid of attachment to his kith and kin, ever remembering at heart the two lotus-like feet of the Lord who breaks off the bondage (of Karma) of those that listen to His accounts, that always contemplate Him and glorify His attributes, being in dread of fall again and remembering through Lord's grace the series of his previous lives, showed himself to the world as a mad, stupid, blind and deaf person.