Rasavilasa 2.28.p7

2.28.p7

yathā vā mama—
tvatpādānbujavairi paṅkajakulaṃ mugdhe hasatyañjasā
śliṣyanti stanamaṇḍalasya ripavaste cakravākadvijāḥ
glāniṃ yāti tavādyabandhuradhunā nāyo niśāyāścirapremā tāmyati kāmukastadapi te nāpaityaho durmadaḥ
manubhāvaḥ | dhairyādikaṃ vyabhicāri | tai raterabhivyaktiḥ | pūrvamīrṣyāhetukaḥ
atra praṇayahetuka iti bhedaḥ | evamagre'pi bodhyam
bhaviṣyatpravāsahetuko yathāprasthānaṃ valayaiḥ kṛtaṃ priyasakhairasrairajasraṃ gataṃ
dhṛtyā na kṣaṇamāsitaṃ vyavasitaṃ cittena gantuṃ puraḥ
yātuṃ niścitacetasi priyatame sarve samaṃ prasthitā
gantavye sati jīvita priyasahṛtsārthaḥ kimutsṛjyate
yathā vā mamaprāṇāḥ prāṇapatiḥ sadā guruparādhīno dinaṃ vā dinadvandvaṃ vāpi vilambya yāsyati tataḥ pathyaṃ vacaḥ śrūyatām
prasthātuṃ samayo'yameva bhavatāṃ śreyaskaraḥ sarvathā
mārge yatkila kovidainucarairmartuḥ puro [ 9a ] bhūyate
bhūtapravāsaheturyathā mamaprāṇādapi priyatamaṃ priyemāli pūrvamakrūra eva hṛtavānadhunoddhavo'pi
prāṇān hariṣyati kimityadhikādhibādhā
rādhā cakāra manasā katidhā vikalpān
gopikāsaṃmānāya mathurāto bhagavatā preṣitasyoddhavasya rathamakrūrarathasadṛśaṃ paśyantyā rādhikāyā varṇanaprasaṅge'yaṃ ślokaḥ
bhavatsadṛhetuko yathā mamaāṣāḍhe śrāvaṇe vā sarasijanayane prekṣaṇīyo'smadīyaḥ
panthā varṣādine yatkathamapi na bahiḥ stheyamasmābhireva
uktvaiva yāti pānthe vadanakumudinībandhumālinyakartrī
haṃsaprotsāhahartrī dṛśi nalinadṛśaḥ prāvṛḍāvirbabhūva
śāpahetuko yathātvāmālikhya praṇayakupitāṃ dhāturāgaiḥ śilāyāmātmānaṃ te caraṇapatitaṃ yāvadicchāmi kartum
astraistāvanmuhurupacitairdṛṣṭiralupyate me
krūrastasminnapi na sahate saṃgamaṃ nau kṛtāntaḥ