俱舍論疏 25.14

25.14

論「言思法者至恒思自害」，釋思法也。《正理論》云「恒作是思：勿遇病等便於正念有所忘失，於加行中致有慢緩，由此慢緩令我有退。由斯籌慮起自害思，或由艱辛方逮勝位，觀諸財寶」，乃至廣說。

On the passage of the treatise from “One of the reflective dharma ... up to ‘constantly contemplates suicide’”: this explains the reflective dharma. The *Nyāyānusāra* says: “They constantly think thus: ‘May I not encounter illness and the like, and thereby forget and lose right mindfulness, causing slackness in application, and due to this slackness bring about my falling back.’ Due to such deliberation, the thought of suicide arises; or because only through hardship did they attain this superior stage, viewing all wealth and possessions ...” and so on at length.