肇論新疏 3.12

3.12

Yet my talent and understanding being dim and deficient, although I repeatedly (frequently) received instructions and analogies, I still harbored vague and murky doubts; exhausting (expending) my foolishness without cessation, it seemed as though I had some understanding. Yet not having been preceded by the declaration of exalted and superior ones, I did not dare decide on my own. Unfortunately, Master Kumārajīva passed away, leaving no one to consult, which I take as an everlasting lament.