Biha Kappa v1.p270.3

v1.p270.3

gīyatthehi ya jayaṇā, ajayaṇa gurugā ya āṇāī|| cora haiṃ (kyoṃki inhoṃne vaidya ko svarṇa ādi dene kā vādā koī koī vaidya kahatā hai-maiṃ cikitsā karūṃgā kintu kiyā hai|) mujhe majjanagavidhi-tailābhyaṃgaādi prakriyāpūrvaka snāna karane 1943.paḍiseha ajayaṇāe, dosā jayaṇā imehiṃ ṭhāṇehiṃ| kī suvidhā tathā mere lie śayana, bhojana, vastra tathā rupayoṃ bhikkhaṇa iḍḍī biiyapada rahiya jaṃ bhāṇihisi juttaṃ|| kī vyavasthā kauna karegā? paścātkṛta vyakti yaha saba vaidya ko ayatanāpūrvaka pratiṣedha karane para cāra gurumāsa svīkāra kare| unake abhāva meṃ gītārtha yatanāpūrvaka saba kā prāyaścitta tathā ājñābhaṃga ādi doṣa hote haiṃ| ina sthānoṃ svīkāra kara leṃ| yadi ayatanāpūrvaka niṣedha yā svīkāra se yatanā karanī cāhie| ve vaidya se kahe-hama bhikṣā karake kiyā jātā hai to cāra gurukamāsa kā prāyaścitta tathā deṃge| hama dhanavānoṃ se lākara deṃge| apavādapada meṃ hameṃ yadi ājñābhaṃga ādi doṣa hote haiṃ| kabhī svarṇa lānā par̤e to usameṃ se kucha deṃge| 'rahita' arthāt 1939.eyassa nāma dāhiha, ko majjaṇagāi dāhiī majjhaṃ| paścātkṛta rahita hone para aise kahate haiṃ-vaidya tuma jo kahate te ceva ṇaṃ bhaṇaṃtī, jaṃ icchasi amhe taṃ savvaṃ|| ho, usakī pūrti hama yathāśakti kareṃge athavā jaise upayukta isī rogī ke nāmollekhapūrvaka jo-jo auṣadhiyāṃ haiṃ, ve hogā vaisā kareṃge|' sārī inheṃ deṃ| mujhe majjanavidhi kauna degā? taba ve paścātkṛta 1944.ahiraṇṇaga ttha bhagavaṃ! sakkhī ṭhāveha je mamaṃ deti| ādi kahate haiṃ tuma jo cāhoge vaha hama saba deṃge|