Gopalacampu 1.22.138

1.22.138

kutaḥ kathaṃ kutra ca tena nītā
cakāra kiṃ vāham idaṃ na jāne |
anena hīnā tu vicārayāmi
svīyaṃ tu daurātmyam anartha-hetuḥ || [upajāti 11]
[86] tataś ca dhairya-paryayataḥ punaḥ krandanam anuvindamānā khinnatā-nati-bhinna-sakhīkābhiḥ kābhiścit kṛta-sāntvanā mārjitānanā veśa-niveśa-kṛta-mānanā sā samam unnamayāmāse |

"Whence, how, and where was I led by him,
or what did I do? I do not know this.
Deprived of him, however, I reflect
that my own wickedness was the cause of misfortune."
[86] And then, weeping again after a lapse of composure, comforted by certain female companions whose friends had been separated by bowing down in grief, her face wiped, and respect shown through arranging her dress, she was raised up together [with them].