Gopalacampu 1.22
Gopālacampū 1.22
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1.22.2
atha caturviṃśaṃ pūraṇam
Now the twenty-fourth chapter,
1.22.3
śrī-rādhā-saubhāgya-śravaṇa-subhāgyaṃ nāma
named 'The Good Fortune of Hearing of Śrī Rādhā's Blessedness'.
1.22.4
[1] tataḥ snigdhakaṇṭha uvāca-
Then Snigdhakaṇṭha said:
1.22.5
[2] atha saṅkṣepeṇa varṇitaṃ, yathā-
Now it is described in brief, as follows:
1.22.6
tābhiḥ sametābhir udāraceṣṭitaḥ
priyekṣaṇotphulla-mukhībhir acyutaḥ |
udāra-hāsa-dvija-kunda-dīdhitir
vyorocataiṇāṅka ivoḍubhir vṛtaḥ ||[BhP 10.29.43] iti |
"Surrounded by those women of noble gestures, whose faces bloomed at the sight of their beloved, / Acyuta, the radiance of whose teeth shone like jasmine in a generous smile, / shone forth like the hare-marked moon encircled by stars." [Bhāgavata Purāṇa 10.29.43]
1.22.7
[3] tatra prathama-caraṇaḥ śloka-sātkriyayālaṅkriyayā paricaryate-
There, the first quarter-verse is attended to by an ornament in the form of an appreciative stanza:
1.22.8
kāntasya tābhiḥ sva-karaṃ spṛśan karaḥ
sarpan paraṃ cāvayavaṃ vitarkitaḥ |
kīrṇaś ca tasyāntaram antaraṃ bhajan[*5]
dṛṣṭaḥ punas taj jitakāśitāṃ gataḥ || [indravaṃśā]
[*5] vrajan (gha)
"Touching her hand with his own, the hand of the beloved, / creeping along another limb, was guessed at; / scattered, entering her inner spaces, / it was seen again, having attained the state of being victorious."
1.22.9
[4] atha dvitīya-caraṇaḥ-
Now the second quarter-verse:
1.22.10
priyaṃ niyutaśo' py amūr na hi vilokamānāḥ samaṃ
nimeṣam upasedire yad iyam eva divyā sthitiḥ |
priyeṇa nijam arpitaṃ yad avaloka-śuddhāmṛtaṃ
samaṃ bubhujire pṛthak tad adhikaṃ tu kiṃ varṇyatām? || [pṛthvī]
"Though gazing at their beloved hundreds of thousands of times together, they did not wink; / what a divine state this was! / That pure nectar of his glance which was offered by their beloved / they tasted together, yet each individually; what more could be described?"
1.22.11
[5] atha siṃhāvaloka-nyāyād dvitīya-tṛtīya-caraṇau ca, yathā-
Now, by the maxim of the lion's backward glance, the second and third quarter-verses together, as follows:
1.22.12
yathā dṛśāṃ diśi diśi tā dadhur muhus
tathā haris tad-abhimukhaṃ dadhe dṛśam |
yadānvabhūd arahita-cāturakṣyatā
tadāhasīt sphuṭam asakṛt kṛta-kramam || [rucirā*]
Just as they repeatedly cast their glances in every direction, / so Hari cast his glance directly toward them. / When they experienced an unceasing meeting of eyes, / he then broke into clear laughter again and again, in turn.
1.22.13
[6] tadvad uttarārdhaṃ ca-
kavibhiḥ kṛṣṇe śaśitā tāsu ca nakṣatratā kavitā |
kintu smita-mukha-dīvyad-vilasita-vṛndair amī varitāḥ || [anuṣṭubh]
Likewise, the second half [is explained]: / By poets, the nature of the moon has been attributed in poetry to Kṛṣṇa, and the nature of stars to them; / but these [gopīs] were chosen by multitudes of dazzling charms from his smiling face.
1.22.14
[7] tataś ca nānā-narma-karmaṭhatayā haṭhavattayā ca kṛṣṇena kiṃcid asaṃkoce viracite, prāyaśaḥ sarvāvayave cāvalocite, nicolādi-viparyaye ca paricite sāsraṃ bahu vihasya tad iha sarvam eva yathāvat paryācitam ācere |
And then, as Kṛṣṇa acted somewhat without inhibition through his skill in various playful jests and through forceful boldness, and as virtually all their limbs were observed, and the disarrangement of their veils and garments became familiar, they laughed much with tearful eyes and then properly performed all that was requested here.
1.22.15
[8] tad evam ācārya sasukham udaṅ-mukha-gati-caryayā yamunā-tīra-vana-śreṇīṃ śobhayann eṇīdṛśas tāḥ sva-kāntibhir ācakarṣa, [9] yatra labdha-harṣaś candramasam api nija-dakṣiṇataḥ samākarṣann iva saṅgitayāṅgīcakāra | [10] tad anu ca sarvābhir arvācīna-yauvanābhis tam ekam anusarantībhir ata eva parasparaṃ saṅgam apariharantībhir, ata eva sahasānupalabdhānurahasa-kaṇikābhir, ata eva tan-milana-viśeṣāya kalita-purūtkalikābhiḥ saha, sa haris tādṛśatām eva parāmṛśati sma-
Having thus brought this about, delightfully adorning the line of groves on the Yamunā’s bank by his northward movement, he attracted those fawn-eyed women with his own radiant beauty; / where, having found delight, he accepted the company of the moon as well, as if drawing it to his right side. / And after that, along with all those youthful women whose fresh youth was blooming—who followed him alone, who therefore did not shun one another's company, who therefore did not suddenly attain a single solitary moment of intimacy, and who therefore experienced vast longing for a special union with him—Hari contemplated that very condition:
1.22.16
[11] athānyathānupapattyā saṅgānasukham evāvalambamānaḥ kevalaṃ cañcac-cañcarīka-lulita-lalita-sukumāra-kusumāñcitaṃ vanam evāyaṃ sarva-guṇa-śālī vanamālī cañcati sma | kintu,
Then, having no other recourse and depending solely on the joy of singing together, this wearer of the forest garland, endowed with all virtues, wandered in the forest adorned with tender, lovely blossoms agitated by restless bees. But:
1.22.17
saṅgānaṃ tad idaṃ paraspara-guṇa-grāmānubhūtiḥ svataḥ
śarmāpy atra manorathāntara-kṛteḥ śaśvad babhūvāspadam |
yatrāliṅgana-cumbanādi-vidhaye tāsāṃ harer apy adaḥ
saukhyaṃ lakṣyam abhūt parāvṛti-vidhāṃ cāveśitā nirmame || [śārdūla]
That singing together, which inherently was an experience of one another's multitude of virtues / and a joy, constantly became the site for producing yet another desire; / in which, for the sake of embracing, kissing, and the like, this happiness / became the goal for them and for Hari too, and deep absorption brought about ways to turn back towards it.
1.22.18
[12] tad etad varṇitaṃ yathā śrī-bādarāyaṇinā-
This has been described by Śrī Bādarāyaṇi as follows:
1.22.19
upagīyamāna udgāyan vanitā-śata-yūthapaḥ |
mālāṃ bibhrad vaijayantīṃ vyacaran maṇḍayan vanam ||[BhP 10.29.44] iti |
"Being sung to and singing aloud, the leader of the host of a hundred women, / wearing the vaijayantī garland, wandered about, adorning the forest." [BhP 10.29.44]
1.22.20
[13] gāne viśeṣaś ca śrī-parāśareṇa-
And the specific manner of their singing [is described] by Śrī Parāśara:
1.22.21
kṛṣṇaḥ śarac-candramasaṃ kaumudīṃ kumudākaram |
jagau gopī-janas tv ekaṃ kṛṣṇa-nāma punaḥ punaḥ ||[ViP 5.13.52]
"Kṛṣṇa sang of the autumn moon, the moonlight, and the cluster of night-blooming lotuses, / but the cowherd women sang repeatedly only the single name of Kṛṣṇa." [ViP 5.13.52]
1.22.22
vidhur ayam āgatavān śaradaṃ prati samprati |
itavān vidhur atha nahi bhavatīḥ prati |
mādhava jaya gokula-vīra jaya jaya kṛṣṇa hare ||a||
"The moon has now arrived at the autumn season; / but has this sorrowful [lover] reached you women? / O Mādhava, victory to you! O hero of Gokula, victory, victory to Kṛṣṇa, Hari! [a]
1.22.23
kumudākara-calanaṃ na bhaved iti seyaṃ |
kaumudikāgād idam unneyam |
keśava jaya hārda-śarīra jaya jaya kṛṣṇa hare ||b||
Lest there be agitation in the cluster of white lotuses, / this little moonlight has arrived; this must be inferred. / O Keśava, victory to you whose body is love! Victory, victory to Kṛṣṇa, Hari! [b]
1.22.24
kusuma-vanī madhupair iyam añcati kāntim |
mama bhavatīṣu prathayatu kāntim |
śyāmala jaya hārda-samīra jaya jaya kṛṣṇa hare ||c||
This forest of blossoms attains beauty through the bees; / may it extend my love towards you! / O dark one, victory to you, the gentle breeze of the heart! Victory, victory to Kṛṣṇa, Hari! [c]
1.22.25
puṣpita-kuñja-caye vṛndācita-śobhā |
bhavad-anugataye kila kṛta-lobhā |
mohana jaya saṃvidi dhīra jaya jaya kṛṣṇa hare || [daśāvatārastotra]
In the cluster of flowering bowers, the splendor is gathered in multitudes; / indeed, longing has been aroused to follow you! / O enchanter, victory to you who are steadfast in consciousness! Victory, victory to Kṛṣṇa, Hari!" [JGc 1.24.6]
1.22.26
[14] tad evaṃ gāyate priyāya pratigṛṇatīṣu tāsu nava-yuvatīṣu punaḥ śrī-śuka-vacanāti-rahasyaṃ, yathā-
Thus, while those young maidens sang in response to their beloved as he sang, the supreme secret of Śrī Śuka's words [is revealed], as follows:
1.22.27
nadyāḥ pulinam āviśya gopībhir hima-vālukam |
juṣṭaṃ[*6] tat-taralānandi-kumudāmoda-vāyunā ||
"Entering the sandy bank of the river with the gopīs, where the sand was cool as frost / and served by the wind bearing the fragrance of night-blooming lotuses that delighted the restless waters,
1.22.28
[*6] reme, vallabha, gītā press
[*6] 'reme' in Vallabha and Gītā Press editions
1.22.29
bāhu-prasāra-parirambha-karālakoru-
nīvī-stanālabhana-narma-nakhāgra-pātaiḥ |
kṣvelyāvaloka-hasitair vraja-sundarīṇām
uttambhayan rati-patiṃ ramayāñcakāra ||[BhP 10.29.45-6] iti |
by stretching out his arms, embracing, touching their hands, curls, thighs, / waistbands, and breasts, by playful pranks, and by scratches of fingernails, / and by teasing glances and laughter, he aroused the lord of love and gave pleasure to the beautiful women of Vraja." [BhP 10.29.45-46]
1.22.30
[15] tad etad, yathā-tad evaṃ bhrāmaṃ bhrāmaṃ jāta-prasare' py alabdhāvasare sa-tṛṣṇa-kṛṣṇa-sahita-mahita-mahilāvisare' bhilaṣita-vilasitāya viralatā na jātā |
This is as follows: Thus, even though an expanse was reached by wandering again and again, since no opportunity was found among the vast gathering of honored women accompanied by the eager Kṛṣṇa, there was no solitude for the desired playful dalliance.
1.22.31
[16] ajātāyāṃ ca tasyāṃ kṛṣṇayā taraṅga-kara-nikara-citam aharahar avakalitaṃ pulina-viśeṣam eva tad-ucitaṃ prabalam avakalayāmāsa |
And when it did not occur, [Kṛṣṇa] the younger brother of Bala recognized that a particular sandbank—layered with the hands of waves by the dark Yamunā and observed day after day—was especially powerful and suitable for that.
1.22.32
[17] balānujanmā yaḥ khalu hima-bālukeva bālukā yasmiṃs tādṛśa iti parama-śubhra-śubhra-guṇatayā vibhrājate sma |
It shone forth with the quality of supreme whiteness, as one in which the sand was indeed like frost.
1.22.33
[18] yatraiva ca tādṛśa-sarva-guṇa-pūrṇa-pūrṇimā-nija-dvija-rāja-virājamāna-suṣamāsuṣama-pratisaṅkrama-para-bhāga-jāgarūka-mahā-mahasā sahasā nayanāni nābhyudaya-dayanāni bhavanti sma |
And right there, because of the immense radiance alert to the superior beauty reflecting the exquisite charm of the moon on the full-moon night, full of all such virtues, eyes did not quickly turn to causing compassion.
1.22.34
[19] yatraiva ca tūlikāvad anukūlikā bālukā vastra-mātram āstaraṇam apekṣate sma; yatraiva ca kalinda-tanayā svayaṃ valita-sakhīnayā saugandhika-sugandha-gandhavāha-vahanādinā sevāṃ vahati sma |
And right there, the sand, gentle like a mattress of down, required only a cloth as a covering; and right there, the daughter of Kalinda herself, having gathered her friends, rendered service by wafting breezes fragrant with sweet-scented water lilies and other delights.
1.22.35
[20] tatra cātra śrī-keśavaḥ praveśam anubhūya pratipreyasy api yugmībhūya bāhu-prasārādi-līlāṃ śīlayāmāsa |
And entering there, Śrī Keśava, pairing off with each beloved woman, practiced pastimes such as stretching out his arms.
1.22.36
[21] sā ceyaṃ paramarahasyeti rahasy eva kiñcid vyasyate |
And since this is the supreme secret, it is unfolded just a little in secret:
1.22.37
[22] yathā mithas tat tan mithunam-
Namely, how each couple [acted] with one another:
1.22.38
bāhu-prasāram akarot parirambhaṇāya
bāhū tu tat-karaṇatāṃ ciram īyatur na |
yo yasya naiti vaśatāṃ sa kathaṃ nu tasya
prāpnotu sādhakatama-sthitim añjasaiva? || [vasantatilakā]
He stretched out his arms to embrace, / but the two arms for long did not become the instruments of doing so. / How indeed can that which does not submit to someone / easily attain the status of being their most effective means? ||
1.22.39
kṛtaṃ ca parirambhanaṃ na parihartum īśāv amū
babhūvatur aghāri-tat-priya-vadhū-janāv ātmanā |
kathañcid api vīrudhā bhavati cet taroḥ saṃgamas
tayoḥ katham apṛktatā svayam anīhayor jāyatām? || [pṛthvī]
And once the embrace was made, the enemy of Agha and his beloved women were powerless / to abandon it of their own accord. / If somehow union occurs between a creeper and a tree, / how could separation happen when both are without desire to move? ||
1.22.40
sakhīnām apy āsyā-rahita-samaye yat praṇayinoḥ
parīrambhārambhāt prabala-sukha-mūrcchā samajani |
tayos tāṃ vicchetuṃ param ahaha nānā-vilasita-
pratīkṣā supteva svayam atha jajāgāra paritaḥ || [śikhariṇī]
When, even in the absence of the presence of female friends, an intense swoon of bliss / arose from the beginning of the two lovers' embrace, / alas, only the anticipation of various playful sports, as if asleep, / awakened all around of its own accord to break their [trance]. ||
1.22.41
tataś ca-
rahasi saṅkucatī punar apy asau
nija-kareṇa harer akirat karam |
vyathitatām iva tāṃ tu vivṛṇvatīṃ
tad anumṛṣṭi-miṣād ayam aspṛśat || [drutavilambitā]
And then: / Becoming bashful again in secret, she / scattered Hari’s hand away with her own hand. / But under the pretext of wiping it clean, he touched her / who was revealing herself to be pained, as it were. ||
1.22.42
vadanaṃ tava vṛṇvate bata
bhramarā nānugatāsti kācana |
iti lālayati sma sa cchalād
alakānāṃ tatim apy amūm anu || [viyoginī]
"Alas, bees are covering your face, and no one is driving them away!" / Saying this under false pretences, he stroked this row of her locks of hair.
1.22.43
uru-sparśe niraste' pi nīvīm aspṛkṣad acyutaḥ |
niḥśaṅkayācakānāṃ hi tathācaritam īkṣyate || [anuṣṭubh]
Even when his touching of her thighs was repelled, Acyuta touched the knot of her garment; / for such conduct is indeed seen among shameless beggars.
1.22.44
kalayati saṃvastrayati
saṃhastayate sma tasya yā rāmā |
praṇayī sa haris tasyāḥ
spṛśati ca colīṃ vitūstanavyājāt || [gīti]
Whatever lovely woman arranged her garment / and folded her hands before him, / that loving Hari touched her bodice / under the pretext that her breasts had become unfastened.
1.22.45
vakṣas te kim api nirīkṣyate praphullaṃ
sparśaṃ cāṇv api sahate calākṣi yan na |
tasmān man-nakha-nakharañjanī-spṛg eva
syān nīruk tad iti harir jahāsa cātra || [praharṣiṇī][*7]
[*7] This verse does not appear in ca, gha.
"O restless-eyed woman, your chest appears somewhat swollen, / and it cannot endure even the slightest touch; / therefore, only the touch of my sharp nail-polish will make it free from pain!" / Saying this, Hari laughed.
1.22.46
madhusūdanatāṃ mukhāmbuje
haritāṃ hṛd-bhava-kumbhi-kumbhayoḥ |
gatavān bata nandajaḥ kathaṃ
rati-nātha-prabhavāya nārhati || [viyoginī]
Alas, Nanda's son has become a bee to the lotus of her face / and a lion to the elephant-temples that are her breasts! / How could he not be fit to give rise to the god of love?
1.22.47
atha yat kathanīyatocitaṃ
kathitaṃ tat prathitaṃ ca kiñcana |
yad athākathitaṃ dvi-karmakaṃ
smṛti-rītyā tad avehi pāṇineḥ || [viyoginī]
Now, whatever was fit to be told has been told and somewhat spread abroad; / but what is 'untold' and governs two objects, / understand that according to the rule of Pāṇini.
1.22.48
[23] ity evaṃ sthite-
[23] Such being the situation:
1.22.49
gopyas tāḥ pratipadya sarva-viṣaya-śreyāṃsam ātma-priyaṃ
svādhīnaṃ sapadi pratisvam asakṛt tatrātigarvaṃ dadhuḥ |
lokaś ced bahu-rāja-rāṣṭra-vasatir jaṅganti bhaṅgaṃ tadā
tasyāntar-hitatā hiteti kila so' py antardadhe mādhavaḥ || [śārdūla]
Having obtained their beloved, who is superior to all objects, / subject to their own will, all at once those gopīs took excessive pride repeatedly in their own possession. / If people dwell in a kingdom with many kings, ruin follows; / thinking, therefore, that his disappearance would be beneficial, Mādhava too vanished.
1.22.50
[24] tena ca vicāritaṃ khalv idaṃ-ahaha, mama paramam uddeśyam eva vismṛta-deśyam abhūt, yataḥ sarvābhir eva nirviśeṣaṃ ramamāṇe mayi ramā-śiromaṇīyamānā rādhāpi sādhāraṇatāṃ gatā |
[24] And indeed he deliberated thus: "Alas, my supreme goal has become something whose location is forgotten, because when I am sporting without distinction with all [the women], even Rādhā, who acts as the crest-jewel of the goddesses of fortune, has been reduced to common status.
1.22.51
[25] kiṃ ca, sva-manoratha-prathanāyāṃ rādhāyāḥ prathamā prathamānā-gamanatā samprati pratipannā, tasmān mahā-maha eva mama hitāya mahīyate | sa ca śāradatā-viśāradatāyām asyāṃ paurṇamāsyāṃ rāsa-rasa eva tūrṇaṃ pūrṇatām arhati | eṣa tu sarvāsām aikamatya-pratipatty-anusārata eva sāratām prasārayati | aikyamataṃ ca pratyekaṃ sābhimānāntarāsu parāsu kiñcin mad-udāsīnatā-paraṃ dāsī-kartum āsīdati | tasmād aśeṣa-guṇādhikāṃ rādhikām ādāya tirodhāya sthāsyāmi iti |
[25] "Moreover, in the manifestation of her own desires, the first beginning of Rādhā's coming has now been attained; therefore, a great festival is especially celebrated for my benefit. And on this full-moon night, skilled in autumn's beauty, only the aesthetic rasa of the rāsa-dance quickly deserves fullness. But this expands its essential worth only through the harmony of all [the women]. And harmony comes about when the others, each proud in their hearts, are somewhat reduced to servant-like submission by my indifference. Therefore, taking Rādhikā, who surpasses [all others] in countless qualities, and disappearing, I will remain [hidden]."
1.22.52
[26] tad etad vibhāvya bhāvyam arthaṃ sādhayan, mādhavas tatra tatrālasa-kara-caraṇādi-kriyāṃ priyāṃ priyāṃ praty uvāca-nūnaṃ vañcita-kāñcī-dhvanitayā kayācid apy atra sthīyata iti nāsthīyate | tac ca mama bhavad-ekānucāri-vihāritayā vicāritīkriyate | tasmād atyāyāsavatyā bhavatyā sthīyatām | mayā tu samayā mṛgayamāṇatāṃ nirmāya nātisamaya-virāmam āgamanīyam |
[26] Conceiving this and accomplishing the matter to be done, Mādhava said here and there to each beloved whose limbs, such as hands and feet, had grown weary: "Surely it is not proper that one should stay here with the jingling of her girdle having cheated [silence]. And that is considered by me because I am sporting as your sole companion. Therefore, since you have exerted yourself greatly, please stay here. But I, having made an effort at hunting nearby, shall return without excessive passage of time."
1.22.53
[27] tad etad abhidhāya, tatas tataḥ sarvataś cāntardhāya rādhayā saha sahasā jagāma |
[27] Having said this, disappearing from there and from everywhere, he suddenly departed with Rādhā.
1.22.54
[28] atha samaya-katipaya-vyatyayam asahamānā sā sā ca tatas tata utthāya prasthāya ca tam anvicchantīti bhramaṇāt kramaśaḥ eka-dvāditayā paramparaṃ militāḥ | militāś ca tāḥ paramparam apratītitaḥ śapathaṃ prathamānāḥ kṛṣṇa-patham evānveṣayāmāsuḥ | kintu-
anveṣṭuṃ kṛṣṇam iṣṭaṃ nikaṭam abhigataṃ cintayitvā pradūnāḥ
kartuṃ tan naiva śekuḥ param ahaha gatāḥ klāntim etā nipetuḥ |
sthitvā tadvac cirāya sphuraṇa-mayam amuṃ prāpya sarvāḥ samantān
matvānyo' nyaṃ tam eva pratihata-matayaś cakrur āliṅganādi || [sragdharā]
[28] Then, unable to bear the lapse of a few moments, this woman and that woman, rising from here and there and setting out, searching for him, met one another by degrees in ones and twos as they wandered. Having met, they, uttering oaths out of mutual disbelief, searched only along Kṛṣṇa's path. But: / Yearning to search for dear Kṛṣṇa, and burned by thinking that he was nearby, / they were not at all able to do so; alas, having fallen into utter exhaustion, they sank down! / Remaining thus for a long time, and perceiving him through an internal vision on all sides, / their minds confounded, they mistook each other for him and embraced one another.
1.22.55
tataś ca-
yās tu tṛṣṇākulatayā kṛṣṇa-bhāva-vaśaṃ gatāḥ |
kṛṣṇāyante sma tā eva sarva-pālakatām itāḥ || [anuṣṭubh]
And then: / Those who, agitated by thirst, fell under the sway of Kṛṣṇa's mood, / they indeed acted as Kṛṣṇa, having attained the role of protector of all.
1.22.56
[29] atha kathañcid anusaṃhita-bahirarthāḥ samayaṃ gamayitum asamarthāḥ pūrvābhyāsa-vaśān nija-rakṣāyā vaśān nikhila-sukhada-śīlāṃ bālyādi-katal-līlāṃ gātum ārabdhās tad-āveśa-parirabdhā babhūvuḥ |
[29] Then, somehow regaining awareness of external things and being unable to pass the time, out of previous habit and out of the power of self-preservation, they began to sing his pastimes from childhood onwards, which bestow all happiness, and became embraced by absorption in him.
1.22.57
[30] tatra ca kṛṣṇam anvicchantyas tata ito gacchantyas taru-vallī-pallīm api muhur api pṛcchanti sma, unmāda-vṛtter anuvṛtteḥ, yathā-
[30] And there, searching for Kṛṣṇa and going here and there, they repeatedly questioned even the community of trees and creepers, owing to the persistence of a state of madness, as follows:
1.22.58
līlā gāyaṃs tat-tad-āveśa-vaśyas
tat-tad-bhāvaṃ prāpa gopī-nikāyaḥ |
citraṃ kṛṣṇāveśitām āpa yā yā
gaurāṅgī sā kṛṣṇa-varṇā pratītā || [śālinī]
adyāpi smṛtam uttapaty ahaha mac-cittaṃ yad etā muhuḥ
pṛcchanti sma hariṃ viyoga-vidhurā hā hā tarūn apy aho |
āstāṃ tan mama hṛdy aruntudam idaṃ gītābhir etat-kṛte
ghorād bhītibhir unmadiṣṇu-hṛdayā ghorānukāraṃ dadhuḥ || [śārdūla]
Singing his pastimes and subject to their respective absorptions, / the host of gopīs attained his various moods. / Wonder of wonders! Whichever fair-limbed woman attained absorption in Kṛṣṇa / was recognized as dark-colored like Kṛṣṇa! / Even today my heart burns with pain, alas, when it remembers that / these [women], distressed by separation, questioned even the trees again and again: "Alas, Hari! Oh!" / Let that be; this is piercing to my heart: through songs for his sake, / with hearts driven mad by fear of the terrible [forest], they assumed a terrible imitation [of him].
1.22.59
[31] tadīdṛśalīlāveśaḥ paraparagacchapṛcchābhiniveśataḥ kramaśaḥ pracita-niṣkramīkṛtim avāpa, yat pṛcchābhiniveśaś caivam apagacchati sma, yathā-
[31] Thus, through the intentness of repeatedly questioning each successive thicket, such absorption in his divine play gradually brought about a dense withdrawal [from questions], in which the intentness on questioning subsided in this way, as follows:
1.22.60
kāṃścit vikāsi-kusumair upahāsa-bhāvān
kāṃścin natāgra-valanair vimukhī-kṛtāsyān |
kāṃścin madāli-virutai rūṣitokti-yuktān
matvā tarūṃs tad anuyoga-rasād viremuḥ || [vasantatilakā]
Thinking some trees were showing derision with blooming flowers, / some had their faces turned away with their bending tips, / and some were uttering angry words through the buzzing of intoxicated bees, / they ceased from the pleasure of questioning them.
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[32] tataś ca kṣitim eva praśna-lakṣitī-kṛtavatyaḥ, yathā-
[32] And then, making the earth itself the target of their inquiry, as follows:
1.22.62
aho kim akaros tapaḥ kiyad ihorvi yac chrī-hareḥ
pada-spṛg anu vindase pulaka-rūpa-nānāṅkurān |
trivikramaja-vikramāt kim iva tat tvayā sambhṛtaṃ
varāha-parirambhataḥ kim athavā kvacit kintu na || [pṛthvī]
"Oh, what great austerity did you perform here, O earth, that, touching the feet of holy Hari, / you obtain various sprouts in the form of bristling hairs of joy? / Was that gathered by you from the stride of Trivikrama, / or perhaps from the embrace of the Boar? Yet nowhere else!"
1.22.63
pṛthvī kṣamā ca nāmnā tvaṃ tat-padāṅkam udaṅkitā |
tasmāt tvām eva taṃ praṣṭuṃ tā vayaṃ gatim āgatāḥ || [anuṣṭubh]
"You are called Pṛthvī and Kṣamā, and you are marked with the impression of his feet; / therefore, we have come to you as our refuge to ask about him."
1.22.64
[33] tad evaṃ sarvāsu tarv-ādikaṃ pṛcchantīṣu tata itaś ca gacchantīṣu tadīyaṃ saurabhyaṃ parirabhya, jagat-prāṇeṣu sannidhānaṃ prati praṇīta-prayāṇeṣu, tad-vaidagdhī-digdha-snigdha-hṛdayā rādhā-sakhī-samudayā hariṇīṃ prati kṛta-praṇayāḥ sānumodatayā hāri vyāharanti sma-
[34] Thus, while they all inquired of the trees and other [creatures] and wandered here and there, embracing his fragrance as it was carried toward the winds of the world, Rādhā's circle of companions—their hearts softened and anointed with his cleverness—lovingly addressed a doe with delight and charm:
1.22.65
apy eṇapatny upagataḥ priyayeha gātrais
tanvan dṛśāṃ sakhi sunirvṛtim acyuto vaḥ |
kāntāṅga-saṅga-kuca-kuṅkuma-rañjitāyāḥ
kunda-srajaḥ kula-pater iha vāti gandhaḥ ||[BhP 10.30.11] [vasantatilaka]
“O doe, friend, did Acyuta come here with his beloved, / delighting your eyes with his limbs? / For here wafts the fragrance of the garland of kunda flowers of the chief of our family, / reddened with the vermilion from his beloved’s breasts through contact with her body.”
1.22.66
bāhuṃ priyāṃsa upadhāya gṛhīta-padmo
rāmānujas tulasikāli-kulair madāndhaiḥ |
anvīyamāna iha vas taravaḥ praṇāmaṃ
kiṃ vābhinandati caran praṇayāvalokaiḥ? ||[BhP 10.30.12] [vasantatilaka]
“Resting an arm on his beloved’s shoulder, holding a lotus, / followed by swarms of bees blind with passion for his tulasī garland, / did Rāma’s younger brother, as he wandered, acknowledge your bow, O trees, / with glances full of love?”
1.22.67
[34] atra khalu eṇeti patnīti sakhīti pada-trayeṇa-he praśasta-netre ! mādṛśa-mānuṣī-sadṛśa-vicāra-saṃcarita-vṛndāvana-kṣetre ! tat-tad-asmadīya-sukha-prakhyeṇa sukhena labdha-mad-vidha-sakhye ! iti vyajya sukha-rajya-māna-hṛdayāḥ prāha-
[34] Here, indeed, through the three words “deer” (eṇa), “wife” (patnī), and “friend” (sakhi), they expressed: “O fair-eyed one! O you who roam the grounds of Vṛndāvana with a discernment resembling that of women like us! O you who have obtained friendship with one such as me through joy resembling our various joys!” With hearts delighting in that joy, they said:
1.22.68
[35] priyayā samam acyutaḥ śrī-kṛṣṇaḥ śliṣṭatayā tasyāḥ sakāśād aviśliṣṭaḥ sann adasīya-śobhā-kṛtāsaṅgair aṅgair yuṣmākaṃ tādṛśāṃ dṛśāṃ kevala-sva-darśanajānandād apy atiśayitam ānandam utkarṣayan kiṃ yuṣmat-samīpam āpa? tatra tan-mithuna-ślāghā-garbha-vacanena hetuṃ racayanti kānta iti | gokula-rāja-kula-tilakasya yā kunda-mālā, tasyāḥ kutrāpy alabhya-saurabhyam iha tad-bhāra-milaj-java-bhaṅga-nibha-vāyu-saṅgataḥ prasarati | kīdṛśyāḥ? mālāyāḥ kāntā-parama-puṇyena parama-sarva-sādguṇyena tasyāpi lālasasya yā paramāspada-rūpā, tasyā aṅga-saṅge kuca-kuṅkuma-paṅka-kula-saṅkulāyāḥ | ataḥ santata-paricaya-viśeṣeṇa tat-saurabhya-viśeṣaṃ parirabhya sphuṭam ābhis tathā samupalabhyata ity arthaḥ
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[35] “Did Acyuta, Śrī Kṛṣṇa, in close embrace with his beloved, unseparated from her presence, approach near you, expanding a bliss far exceeding even the joy born of merely seeing him alone, through limbs touched by her beauty, for your eyes such as they are?” There, by words containing praise of that couple, they set forth the cause: “beloved” (kāntā) and so on. The fragrance of the kunda garland belonging to the ornament of the royal family of Gokula, unattainable anywhere else, spreads here carried by a breeze resembling the broken speed mingling with its heavy scent. Of what kind of garland? Thickly coated with the paste of kunkuma from the breasts through contact with the body of his beloved—who, by supreme merit and supreme possession of all good qualities, is the supreme abode of the eager longing even of him. Therefore, having embraced that extraordinary fragrance through continuous intimate acquaintance, it is clearly perceived by these [women] in that manner; such is the meaning.
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[36] atha tāṃ tad-darśana-jātena harṣeṇa samprati tad-viyoga-jātena tarṣeṇa sthagita-vacanām āśaṅkya, tena ca tayoḥ saṅgamam eva niṣṭaṅkya, paramānandatas tadīya-vilāsa-viśeṣaṃ vandamānās, tatra pallavādi-bhara-namrāṇāṃ kamrāṇāṃ purūṇāṃ tarūṇām api tadīya-sauvidallādi-bhṛtya-viśeṣa-bhāvena tad-vandanam utprekṣya, priyayā saha vihāra-ratena tena teṣām abhinandanaṃ sandihānās, tayos tādṛśa-vilāsāveśātiśayam āha-bāhum iti |
[36] Then, suspecting that her speech was stopped by the joy born of seeing him, and now by the longing born of separation from him, and thereby determining their union itself; praising in supreme bliss the particularities of his sportive play; imagining, moreover, that the many lovely trees bent beneath the weight of sprouts and foliage were bowing down to him in the manner of his personal attendants and servants; and doubting whether he, absorbed in amorous pastimes with his beloved, acknowledged their homage, she described the excess of their absorption in such amorous dalliance: “arm” (bāhuṃ) and so on.
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[37] atha tasyām udāsīnā vadanti sma-
[37] Then, turning indifferently away from her, they said:
1.22.71
latā imāḥ pṛcchata yā na lokitāḥ
purā taru-śliṣṭatayāpi puṣpitāḥ |
sampraty amūḥ sparśa-vaśād bakī-ripoḥ
puṣpānvitās tan-nakha-citram atra hi || [upajāti 12]
“Ask these creepers, which were never seen / to blossom before even when embracing the trees; / now they bear blossoms from the touch of the enemy of Bakī, / for here indeed is the artwork of his fingernails!”
1.22.72
[38] atha tasmāl labdhavismaye, punar akasmād akhilaśubhapadyāni tadīya-padanalinayor amalināni padāni dadhānā, vasudhā sudhām iva sudhāmāvaliṃ tāsām anyāsām api tadapratītispṛśi dṛśi kirati sma, yāni prekṣya cāmūbhir utprekṣyate sma-
[38] Then, as astonishment was obtained from that, the earth, bearing the spotless footprints of his lotus feet, which are a path of all auspiciousness, suddenly scattered, like nectar, a succession of radiant abodes upon their eyes—and upon those of the other women as well—which were touched by disbelief; beholding which, they conjectured:
1.22.73
iyaṃ kṣitir muni-caritā tad-uttaraṃ
dade na hīty avamṛśatī punar dade |
dhvajāmbhjādy-upavalitāṅghri-lāñchana-
pradarśanād iva likhatī tad-āgamam || [rucirā*] ||
“Reflecting that this earth, acting like a silent sage, / gave no answer, it gave one again; / as if writing his arrival / by displaying his footprints adorned with a flag, a lotus, and other signs.”
1.22.74
[39] kiyad-dūre tu tābhis tat-padāntarāṇy eva padāntarāṇi pratipannāni | tathā hi-
[39] At some distance, however, they recognized other footprints amid his footprints. As follows:
1.22.75
tad anu tasya padaṃ padam antarā
padam anīdṛśam ādadṛśe param |
anatam alpam amadhya-kṛśaṃ dhvajādy-
upacitiṃ viparītadiśi śritam || [drutavilambitā*]
Following that, between his footprints, / a different footprint, not like his, was seen: / depressed, small, not slender in the middle, / having an accumulation of flag-marks and others, and facing in the opposite direction.
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[40] tatra cedam anumīyate sma-
[40] And regarding this, it was inferred:
1.22.77
mṛgākṣyā lakṣyaṃ syād iha caraṇa-cihnaṃ hari-pada-
prasaktaṃ vaiśiṣṭyād api tu nahi pūrvatra kim api |
sphuṭaṃ tasmāt kāñcidd hṛdi vidadhad atrārpayad asau
prasiddhā stenānāṃ jagati hi hatāṅka-praśamitā || [śārdūla]
“Here must be the footprint of a doe-eyed woman, joined with Hari’s footprints / on account of its distinctiveness, but there was nothing at all earlier. / Therefore, clearly, holding a certain woman to his heart, he set her down here; / for among thieves in the world, the eradication of traces of damage is well known.”
1.22.78
asavya-savyau yūnor yat
padāṅkau vyatimardinau |
tat tarkyate mithaḥ spaṣṭam
aṃsa-nyasta-prakoṣṭhatā || [anuṣṭubh]
“That the left and right footprints / of the two youths crush one another / clearly suggests their forearms / resting mutually upon their shoulders.”
1.22.79
[41] tad evaṃ sādhāraṇīnāṃ varṇanam ākarṇya rādhā-sakhyaḥ punar ālapanti sma-
[41] Thus, hearing the description of the ordinary [gopīs], Rādhā's companions spoke again:
1.22.80
paraspara-karagra-sphurad-amanda-khelāspadaṃ
pramatta-kari-dampati-sthiti tayos tu yūnor yugam |
yad atra vijane vane vigata-śṛṅkhalaṃ līlayā
vidhāsyati paraṃ mahas tad atisuṣṭhu puṣṇāti naḥ || [pṛthvī]
“The state of an intoxicated elephant couple, the abode of exuberant play flashing with the touch of each other's hands— / that the pair of these two youths should freely perform a supreme festival in this lonely forest / nourishes us exceedingly well.”
1.22.81
[42] atha tatra suhṛdāṃ vacanam-
[42] Then, the words of the friends there:
1.22.82
anayārādhito nūnaṃ bhagavān harir īśvaraḥ |
yan no vihāya govindaḥ prīto yām anayad rahaḥ ||[BhP 10.30.28] iti |
“Surely the Lord, Hari, the Supreme Sovereign, has been propitiated by this woman, / since Govinda, pleased, abandoned us and led her into secret.”
1.22.83
[43] ayam arthaḥ: nūnam anayā param anayayā ko' py anaśvara-śaktir aṅgīkṛta-bhakta-bhaktir īśvara eva nirbādhitam ārādhitaḥ, na tu devatā-mātram | sa ca sakala-harit-pati-patiḥ śrī-harir eva, na ca haraḥ sṛṣṭi-karaś ca | haritāyām api sarvāvatāra-vistāravān svayaṃ bhagavān iti sambhāvitī-bhavati na cānyas tad-aṃśatayāpi labdha-praśaṃsaḥ |
[43] This is the meaning: “Surely by this woman, by this woman alone, some Supreme Sovereign Himself of imperishable power, who accepts the devotion of His devotees, was propitiated without impediment, and not merely some minor deity. And He is Śrī Hari alone, the master of all directional guardians, and neither Hara nor the Creator. Even in the state of being Hari, He is the original Supreme Lord who expands into all incarnations; thus it is established, and no other, even if praised as an expansion of Him, is so.”
1.22.84
[44] tādṛśa-camatkāra-kāraṇam apy avatārayanti, yan naḥ iti | yāṃ khalu guṇa-rūpa-mahasā sahasā nikhila-hṛdayaṃ vindamānaḥ śrī-govindaḥ svayam ayaṃ nināya, na tu na iva na nināya | tat-paripāṭī ca praty-urasaṃ vidhāya prīti-rīti-parītatayā kṛtā, na tu tad-viparītatayā | prītir api smara-mahaḥ-pravaha-rahaḥ-saṃhatatayā, na tu sāmānyatā-mānyatayā | rahaḥ-saṃhananam api śarma-sampad-aṃhati-bṛṃhita-guṇa-baṃhitatayā, na tu tad-asaṃhitatayā | tac ca sarva-guṇa-vismāyikānām apy asmākaṃ tyāga-jāgarūka-samayata eva, na tu tad-vinimayata iti svayaṃ yan gacchann eva nināya iti |
[44] They also introduce the cause of such wonder, saying: 'yan naḥ' ('since, leaving us...'). For, by the splendor of her qualities and beauty, quickly winning all hearts, Śrī Govinda himself led her away; it was not that he did not lead her away. And the manner of it was accomplished by placing her against his chest, brimming with the ways of love, and not otherwise. That love, too, was concentrated in a solitary place filled with the rising splendor of passion, and not esteemed in an ordinary manner. That assembling in secret, too, was augmented by virtues swollen by an abundance of the wealth of happiness, and not detached from that. And that happened precisely at a time when we, who are astonished by all virtues, were awake to abandonment, and not through any exchange; thus, even as he was going, he led her away himself.
1.22.85
[45] tad evam eva manyāmahe-yā khalu dhanyā rādhābhidhā vidhātrā niḥsādhāraṇa-nāma-guṇa-rūpatayā nirmitā, saiva daiva-kṛtānukulyā bhavitum arhati | tatra yadyapi tādṛśa-bhagavad-ārādhana-sādhanatayā tan-nāma-nirvacanaṃ sacita-racanaṃ bhaved, athāpi phala-sambandha-nirbandha eva śreyān iti rādhayati govindaṃ, govindena vā rādhyata iti niruktir eva yukti-matīti mati-gamyam iti |
[45] Therefore we consider it just so: she who is fortunate, named Rādhā, fashioned by the creator as having peerless name, qualities, and form—she alone is fit to have received divine favor. In that regard, although the etymological explanation of her name might be constructed as 'the means of worshiping the Lord in such a manner,' nevertheless, an insistence upon connection with the fruit is superior; hence, the derivation 'she satisfies Govinda' (rādhayati govindam) or 'she is pleased by Govinda' (govindena rādhyate) is the only reasonable one, as is to be understood by the intellect.
1.22.86
[46] atha punas tasyām udāsīnāḥ procuḥ-
[46] Then those who were neutral toward her said:
1.22.87
ayi kalayata ete reṇavo' py atra dhanyā
yad ajita-pada-padma-sparśa-bhājaḥ sphuranti |
dhruvam agham apahartuṃ brahma-bhargābdhi-kanyā
dadhati śirasi yāṃs tad-darśa-bhāgyaṃ stavāma || [mālinī]
"Ah, look! Even these grains of dust here are fortunate, / for they shine, having attained the touch of the lotus feet of the unconquered Lord! / Surely, to remove their sins, Brahmā, Śiva, and Lakṣmī / place them upon their heads; let us praise the good fortune of seeing them!"
1.22.88
[47] atha kācit tasyāṃ pratispardhinī vardhamāna-matsarāgnir dhūma-śikhāyamānaṃ vacanam ujjagāra-
[47] Then a certain rival girl, the fire of her envy growing, uttered words resembling a column of smoke:
1.22.89
bhavati sukhadam asmin śrī-harer aṅghri-cihnaṃ
yadi na sajati tasyā hanta durnīti-matyāḥ |
kalayata bata dhārṣṭyaṃ suṣṭhu bhāvatka-bhogyaṃ
tad-adhara-madhu juṣṭaṃ kurvatī sā nililye || [mālinī]
"The footprint of Śrī Hari brings happiness here, / alas, if it is not joined with that of her who possesses poor conduct! / Behold, alas, her audacity! Truly, what was meant for your enjoyment— / tasting the nectar of his lower lip, she has hidden herself!"
1.22.90
[48] atha tasyāḥ sakhyaḥ punar ūcuḥ-
[48] Then her friends replied:
1.22.91
katham ahaha padāni tāni tasyāḥ
subhagatarāṅka-padāni na sphuranti |
api hṛdi dadhad eva tāṃ nininye
sakhi dayitāṃ dayitaḥ sujāta-gātrīm || [puṣpitāgrā]
"Ah, how is it that those footprints of hers, / having the most auspicious markings, do not appear? / Holding her right against his chest, / O friend, the lover carried his beloved whose limbs are exquisitely formed!"
1.22.92
[49] atha punaḥ pratispardhinīnāṃ vacanam-
[49] Then again came the words of the rival girls:
1.22.93
paśyotsaṅga-kṛtāṅganā-valayinaḥ kāmāturasyāsakṛt
tad-vastrādika-saṃvṛti-prathanayā vyagrasya lakṣmāṇy ataḥ |
nimna-vyasta-padāni mālya-ghusṛṇāstīrṇāni gharmāmbhasā
bhūyaḥ siktatamāni velli-talatā-kṣepānta-vartmāni ca || [śārdūla]
"Look at the signs here of him who made a lap for the maiden with his arms, who was stricken with passion, / and repeatedly anxious with arranging her garments and ornaments: / footprints pressed deep and uneven, strewn with garlands and saffron, / copiously sprinkled with drops of sweat, and the edge of the path where creeper-twigs were pushed aside!"
1.22.94
[50] tasyāḥ sakhīnāṃ vacanam-
[50] The words of her friends:
1.22.95
nyag-jānu-dvaya-lakṣaṇasya purataḥ sūkṣmaṃ padāṅka-dvayaṃ
vaimukhyena dhṛtaṃ vyanakti sudṛśas tasyās tad-ūrvoḥ sthitim | iti |
"In front of the imprint of his two knees pressed down, a pair of subtle footprints / placed turned away reveals that fair-eyed maiden's position upon his thighs."
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[51] atha spardhinīnām-
[51] Then the rival girls:
1.22.97
tasmin garbhaka-mālya-khaṇḍa-patanād uddaṇḍam ālakṣyate
kāminyāḥ kila kāmukena racitā keśasya veśakriyā || [śārdūla]
"From the falling of pieces of the garland tied within her hair, it is clearly observed / that the dressing of the passionate woman's hair was indeed performed by her lover."
1.22.98
kiṃ ca-
atrāpraguṇatābaddhā mithaḥ paddhati-paddhatiḥ |
rādhā-mādhavayoḥ krīḍāṃ nirvrīḍāṃ vedayaty asau || [anuṣṭubh]
Moreover: / "Here the tangled line of steps entwined with one another / makes known the shameless love-play of Rādhā and Mādhava."
1.22.99
[52] atha tāḥ sanijavṛndayā vṛndayā pariṣkṛtasya latāmandiravṛndasya dvāraṃ tayoḥ praveśadvāraṃ vivikṣanti sma |
[52] Then, along with Vṛndā and her companions, they wished to enter the door of the collection of creeper-bowers decorated by Vṛndā, which was the door of entrance for the two lovers.
1.22.100
[53] tatra tayā samadhutayā madhuraṃ puṣpavṛndaṃ tathā praveśadeśe niveśitam, yathā tallolubha-śubhaṃyumadhukaranikarā eva dauvārikā iva nivārakā jātāḥ | [54] te hi praveśārambhata eva dhṛtasaṃrambhāḥ praviśatām abhimukhaṃ dhāvantaḥ svakaśilīmukhatām arthāntareṇāpi prathayanti sma | [55] atha kathañcana ślathatāṃ cirataḥ prathayamāneṣu teṣu kramaśaḥ sarvās tarvādipallavavellanapūrvakam āviddhapaddhatitayā praviśya param apūrvaṃ tad dhāma niśāmayāmāsuḥ, yathā-
[53] There, sweetly and along with honey, a cluster of flowers was placed by her at the entrance in such a manner that swarms of fortunate bees, greedy for them, acted like gatekeepers turning people away. [54] Indeed, from the very beginning of the entrance, having grown agitated and flying directly toward those entering, they manifested the meaning of their name 'arrow' (śilīmukha) in an alternative sense as well. [55] Then, when they somehow grew lax after a long time, all [the gopīs] gradually entered by pushing aside the foliage of the trees and tracing the path, and beheld that supremely unprecedented abode, as follows:
1.22.101
pika-prathita-pañcamaṃ bhramara-pūrṇa-mandra-svaraṃ
maruc-calita-pallava-prakaṭa-vādyam udyat-prabham |
bhujaṅga-ripu-nartana-jñapita-cañcalāvāri-bhṛd-
vibhā-valita-tad-dvayātula-sabhāsad-aṅgīkṛtam || [pṛthvī]
vicitra-kusumaiś cita-sthalam analpa-talpākulaṃ
bahu-vyajana-cāmaraṃ surabhi-vīṭikā-sampuṭam |
sa-candra-vara-candanāguru-gurūru-pātrānvitaṃ
latā-gṛha-rahaḥ-puraṃ dhvanayati sma tāḥ praty adaḥ || [pṛthvī]
(yugmakam)
ayaṃ kusuma-saṃcayaś caraṇa-pāta-jāta-ślathas
tad etad api talpakaṃ vighaṭitāṅga-bhaṅgī-sthiti |
idaṃ vyajana-cāmaraṃ galita-yantrajāndolanaṃ
tathā surabhi-vīṭikādy api vibhukta-muktī-kṛtam || [pṛthvī] tataḥ kim iva pṛcchatha sva-vadaveta mām ujjhitaṃ
paraṃ drutam itaḥ paraṃ vrajata tatra taṃ prāpnuta |
amī pika-mukhā mama sphuṭam upeyur utpitsutāṃ svayaṃ
bhavati duḥkhite bhavati kasya vāṅgīkṛtiḥ? || [pṛthvī] (yugmakam)
Where cuckoos announced the fifth note, and the low humming of bees resounded, / where musical instruments were made manifest by leaves stirred by the wind, rising in splendor, / and which was accepted as an incomparable assembly-chamber by those two, / surrounded by the luster of peacock-dancing and the brilliance of flash-lightning clouds,
with the ground strewn with manifold flowers, crowded with ample couches, / with numerous fans and fly-whisks, boxes of fragrant betel leaves, / and endowed with large, heavy vessels of superior sandalwood, camphor, and aloe— / this secret city within the creeper-bower sounded out to them:
"This heap of flowers has become loosened by the falling of feet, / and this little bed here has its posture disturbed by the bending of limbs; / this fan and fly-whisk have their mechanical swinging stopped, / and the fragrant betel and other things have likewise been enjoyed and abandoned!
So why do you ask as if you did not know? Understand that I have been abandoned! / But go quickly beyond here, and find him there! / These cuckoos and others have clearly taken to wanting to fly away; / when one is oneself in sorrow, whose words are accepted?"
1.22.102
kiṃ ca-
idaṃ mṛga-madāvṛtaṃ ghusṛṇa-bindu-mandokṣitaṃ
kṣitaṃ śayanakaṃ tataḥ sa-parivṛtti-lakṣmāpy adaḥ |
paraspara-viparyaya-prathiti-śāli yad bāndhavaṃ
kulaṃ katham amuṣya na sphuratu pāribhāvī daśā || [pṛthvī]
[56] atha tayor vṛttam anuvṛttyatām | [57] yadā tu nikuñja-pura-dvāri praveśa-kṛtāveśānāṃ tāsāṃ kolāhala-vikalatāvakalitā, tadā sambhrama-valitena rādhā-lalitena tena tataḥ pracalana-kalanāya tasyāḥ svasya ca cela-sambhālanādikam ārabdham, na tu labdham | kintu-
Moreover: / "Here, sprinkled with musk and lightly touched with drops of saffron, / lies the little bed, and there too is the sign of turning over! / When a circle of kinsfolk is famous for reciprocal discord, / how could a state of humiliating defeat not manifest for them?" / [56] Now let the narrative of the two lovers be pursued. [57] But when the confusion of their clamor, as they were eagerly intent on entering the gateway of the bower-city, was noticed, then, overwhelmed with agitation, that lover, delightful with Rādhā, began to adjust his and her clothes and ornaments in order to arrange their departure from there, but could not accomplish it. But—
1.22.103
utkarṇatā-samavakarṇana-vastra-veṣā-
dhānāni yā vivaśatā nijagāra tāṃ ca |
tūrṇir yadā nigirati sma tadā murārir
labdha-kṣaṇaḥ praṇayinī-valitaṃ nililye || [vasantatilakā] ||
The helplessness that had swallowed up the perking of ears, the listening, and the putting on of garments and ornaments— / when haste swallowed that up, Murāri, seizing the moment, / hid away embraced by his beloved.
1.22.104
[58] athāgrima-kathā-prathanāya parāmṛśyate |
[59] na caivam api tāsāṃ tasya ca kāmukatā-sāmānyaṃ manyatām | tan-nikāma-katā-nivāraṇasya karaṇasya kāraṇaṃ svarūpaṃ tāvan nirūpyate-
[58] Now, for the development of the subsequent narrative, reflection is undertaken. / [59] Nor should it be thought, despite this, that they and he share common lustfulness. The intrinsic nature, which is the instrument for eliminating any suspicion of that lustfulness, is now expounded:
1.22.105
preta-prāya-śarīrāḥ sarve te kāmukāḥ kalitāḥ |
kṛṣṇaḥ sāndrānandas tasya ca rādhā-mukhāḥ śobhāḥ || [upagīti] ||
All those lovers are known to have bodies resembling corpses; / Kṛṣṇa is concentrated bliss, and Rādhā and the others are his glories.
1.22.106
[60] yathoktam-
[60] As it has been said:
1.22.107
tvakśmaśru-roma-nakha-keśa-pinaddham antar
māṃsāsthi-rakta-kṛmi-viṭ-kapha-pitta-vātam |
jīvac-chavaṃ bhajati kāntam ativimūḍhā
yā te padābja-makarandam ajighratī strī ||[BhP 10.60.45]
'Bound on the outside with skin, beard, hair, nails, and locks, / filled within with flesh, bones, blood, worms, feces, phlegm, bile, and wind— / exceedingly foolish is the woman who, not smelling the nectar of your lotus feet, / worships such a living corpse as her lover.'
1.22.108
kṛṣi bhūr-vācakaḥ śabdo ṇaś ca nirvṛti-vācakaḥ |
tayor aikyaṃ paraṃ brahma kṛṣṇa ity abhidhīyate ||
'The syllable kṛṣ denotes existence, and ṇa denotes bliss; / the union of the two, the supreme Brahman, is called Kṛṣṇa.'
1.22.109
narākṛti paraṃ brahma |
'The supreme Brahman in human form.'
1.22.110
tvayy eva nitya-sukha-bodha-tanāv anante | [BhP 10.14.22],
'In you alone, the infinite, whose body is eternal bliss and consciousness.' [BhP 10.14.22],
1.22.111
tābhir vidhūta-śokābhir bhagavān acyuto vṛtaḥ |
vyārocatādhikaṃ tāta puruṣaḥ śaktibhir yathā ||[BhP 10.32.10] iti ca |
[61] bhāvaś ca na kāmatāṃ bhāvayate, kintu tan-nibha-prema-viśeṣatām eva, yataḥ-
and: / 'Surrounded by them, whose grief had been dispelled, the blessed Lord, the Infallible One, / shone all the more resplendently, O dear one, like the Supreme Person with his energies.' [BhP 10.32.10] / [61] Moreover, this bhāva does not partake of lust, but is rather a particular kind of divine love that merely resembles it, because:
1.22.112
utkaṇṭhā prāpti-yogaḥ pratipada-milanāśleṣa-cumbādi-keliḥ
śrī-gopī-kṛṣṇayor apy avara-taruṇayor apy amī tulya-rūpāḥ |
kintu prācor mithaḥ syur nirupādhi-hitatāmātra-śarma-pradhānās
te' rvācor ātma-tṛpti-pravalana-paratāmātra-kptāḥ prathante || [sragdharā]
[62] yathaiva svayam eva tās tat-prema-devatā vadiṣyanti-
Longing, union, and the play of meeting, embracing, kissing, and the like at every step / are identical in form between the holy gopīs and Kṛṣṇa as well as between ordinary youths; / but for the former, they are mutual and have solely unconditioned well-being as their chief happiness, / while for the latter, they are known to consist solely of an urge toward self-gratification. / [62] Just as those very deities of love will say themselves:
1.22.113
yat te sujāta-caraṇāmbu-ruhaṃ staneṣu
bhītāḥ śanaiḥ priya dadhīmahi karkaśeṣu | [BhP 10.31.19] ity ādinā |
[63] tasmāl lakṣaṇaviśeṣāt tatpremaviśeṣa evāsau kāmaveśāyata iti kāmatayo-pacaryate na tu vastutas tattayā smaryate | atas tatkeliśrutiphalaśrutir api tathā viśrutiḥ-
'Your tender lotus foot, which we, / full of fear, place gently on our hard breasts, O beloved...' [BhP 10.31.19], and so forth. / [63] Therefore, due to this distinct characteristic, this special love merely takes on the garb of lust, and is thus metaphorically referred to as lust, but is not remembered as such in reality. For this reason, the hearing of the results of hearing his pastimes is famously proclaimed thus:
1.22.114
vikrīḍitaṃ vraja-vadhūbhir idaṃ ca viṣṇoḥ
śraddhānvito' nuśṛṇuyād atha varṇayed yaḥ |
bhaktiṃ parāṃ bhagavati parilabhya kāmaṃ
hṛd-rogam āśv apahinoty acireṇa dhīraḥ ||[BhP 10.33.39] iti |
[64] tāsām eṣa ca bhāva-viśeṣataḥ khalu sarveṣām api mahatāṃ mahattarāṇāṃ mahattamānām apy anveṣaṇa-padavīm anavacchinnatayā navīkaroti | yathā ca prathayiṣyate śrīmad-uddhavena-
etāḥ paraṃ tanu-bhṛto bhuvi gopa-vadhvo
govinda evam akhilātmani rūḍha-bhāvāḥ |
vāñchanti yad bhava-bhiyo munayo vayaṃ ca kiṃ brahma-janmabhir ananta-kathā-rasasya ||[BhP 10.47.58]
'Anyone who, endowed with faith, repeatedly hears or narrates / this sporting of Viṣṇu with the brides of Vraja, / will attain supreme devotion to the Lord / and quickly cast off the disease of the heart, lust, becoming steadfast.' [BhP 10.33.39] / [64] And by virtue of their special bhāva, indeed, they continuously renew the path of search even for all the great, greater, and greatest persons. As will be proclaimed by glorious Uddhava: / 'These cowherd women alone have truly attained embodied existence on earth, / having rooted their love in Govinda, the soul of all; / this is what sages fearing worldly existence, as well as ourselves, desire— / of what use are births as Brahmā for one who tastes the nectar of the infinite Lord's narratives?' [BhP 10.47.58]
1.22.115
[65] ataeva tādṛśa-tat-prema-tṛṣṇaḥ śrī-kṛṣṇaś ca tena svasya vaśatām urīkariṣyati-
[65] For this very reason, Lord Kṛṣṇa, thirsting for such love from them, will acknowledge his own subservience to it:
1.22.116
na pāraye' haṃ niravadya-saṃyujāṃ
sva-sādhu-kṛtyaṃ vibudhāyuṣāpi vaḥ | [BhP 10.32.22] ity ādinā |
'I cannot repay my debt to you, of blameless union, / for your good deeds, even throughout a lifetime of the gods.' [BhP 10.32.22], and so forth.
1.22.117
[66] tad evaṃ sati tāsu sarva evānye' pi guṇāḥ svata evānuguṇā bhavanti-
[66] That being so, all other virtues naturally attend upon them:
1.22.118
yasyāsti bhaktir bhagavaty akiñcanā
sarvair guṇais tatra samāsate surāḥ | [BhP 5.18.12] itivat |
[67] tataś caivaṃ varṇyate-
'In him who has selfless devotion to the Lord, / all the gods reside with all their virtues.' [BhP 5.18.12], and likewise. / [67] Hence it is described thus:
1.22.119
yad-amita-rasa-śāstre vyañji vaidagdhya-vṛndaṃ
tad-aṇum api na vettuṃ kalpate kāmi-lokaḥ |
tad akhilam api yasya prema-sindhau na kiñcin
mithunam ajita-gopī-rūpam etad vibhāti ||[*8] [mālinī]
The host of clever arts revealed in that treatise of boundless rasa— / the lustful world is incapable of knowing even a tiny particle of it; / yet in whose ocean of love all of that appears as nothing at all, / this divine couple, consisting of the unconquerable Lord and the gopīs, shines forth.
1.22.120
[68] tad evaṃ sati ca sarvāsu tāsu śrī-rādhā punar asādhāraṇatāṃ dhārayati | yathoktaṃ, anayārādhito nūnam ity ādinā | [69] tad evam ākalite nirgalite phalitam avakalitaṃ kriyate |
[*8] This verse is marked as a quote in Puri Das' edition, but I have no evidence that it is indeed so.
[68] This being so, among all of them Śrī Rādhā holds an extraordinary status. As it has been said: 'Surely by this one was he worshiped...' [BhP 10.30.28], and so forth. [69] Thus examined and distilled, the realized conclusion is understood:
1.22.121
evaṃ rādhā-prema-dhāmā yayā'sāv
ātmārāmo' py āpta-kāmo' py adabhram |
reme yasmāt kāmināṃ kāminīnāṃ
nyakkāro' bhūd ātmanaiveti manye || [śālinī]
Because he, though delighted in the self and having all desires fulfilled, / sported abundantly with her who is the abode of love for Rādhā, / I consider that by his very self / the subjugation of all lustful men and women was accomplished.
1.22.122
[70] ātmārāmatā hy atra paramānanda-rūpatayā āpta-kāmatā ca parama-lakṣmī-lakṣaṇa-gopī-lakṣa-vallabhatā-vilakṣaṇatayā, [71] adabhratā ca tāḥ parityajyāpi tasyām akhaṇḍitatāyā vyajyamānatayeti prasajyate | [72] tatra ca sati-
[70] For here 'delighted in the self' refers to his being the embodiment of supreme bliss, and 'having all desires fulfilled' refers to his distinction of being the beloved of hundreds of thousands of gopīs who possess the characteristics of supreme Lakṣmī; / [71] and 'abundantly' follows from the fact that even after leaving them, his uninterruptedness in her was made manifest. [72] And that being the case:
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