Gopalacampu 1.32.51

1.32.51

yadā dṛṣṭiṃ yātaḥ katham api haris tāsu sa tadā
paraṃ sphūrti-bhrāntiṃ racayati purāvan na tu param |
yadā spṛṣṭiṃ prāptaḥ kvacid api tadāpi prathamavat
tad etad vaiyagryaṃ mama hṛdayam uccair dalayati ||

When Hari somehow came within their sight, he then
produced only an illusion of a visionary flash, not as before;
and even when he was somehow touched, then too it was as at first.
This agitation violently shatters my heart. ||