Alivilasisamlapa 2.69

2.69

anupalabdhimataḥ prabalā 'numā niyamataḥ svaguṇena vibādhate
itarathā gṛhago vipaṇau sutānanupalabhya kuto na hi roditi ?
vya̍vadhito yadi tatra na yogyatā, 0na khalu sā ''tmani bāhyaguṇojjhite
sphurati sa svayameva sadeti tu kramaśa eva rśaśo ! kathayiṣyate
tadanubhūtisukhaspṛhayālavaḥ sukṛtarāśivaśātkati cit budhāḥ
api mahendrapadaṃ vipadāspadaṃ vigaṇayanti, kimatra mahādbhutam ?
tadidamarjanarakṣaṇasaṃkṣayakṣaṇajaduḥkhaśatairavidūṣitam
aparatannamupāsyamapāsya kaḥ kṣaṇikamicchati vaiṣayikaṃ sukham ?
na ca sukhaṃtvabalena vināśitā 'tra bhavatā pratipādayituṃ kṣamā
dhruvamupādhirihāsti tu janyatā, na janimadvi cidātmasukhaṃ matam
anubhavo hi sukhaṃ ratiroṣayorajanakaṃ bhavatīti puroditam
abhidayā ''tmani citsukhayorna sā kathamapi prasariṣyati janyatā
akhilamānabalairapasāraṇaṃ kriyata āvaraṇasya, na cijjaniḥ
tvamata eva viddhīha nityatāṃ jahihi duḥkhasamāgamabhīrutām
api nisargata eva sukhātmikā karaṇajanyatayā pratisaṃhitā
viṣayadoṣaviṣaiḥ kaluṣā citiḥ sṛjati duḥkha, miyaṃ tu na tādṛśī
viṣayajanmani duḥkhamavāritaṃ samavadhārya budhā balavattaram
jahati tatsukhamiṣṭamanāsthayetyanumataṃ nayavidbhiridaṃ matam