Varahapurana 186.90.4

186.90.4

upaviśyāsane'yuñjadyogamātmaviśuddhaye ..
samaṃ kāyaśirogrīvaṃ dhārayannacalaṃ sthitaḥ .. 44 ..
saṃprekṣya nāsikāgraṃ svaṃ diśaścānavalokayan ..
prakāśātmā vigatabhīrbrahmacārī vrate sthitaḥ .. 45 ..
saṃyamya mayi cittaṃ yo yukta āsīta matparaḥ ..
prayuñjīta tadātmānaṃ madbhakto nānyamānasaḥ .. 46 ..
evaṃ nivṛttasaṃdhyāyāṃ tato rātrirupāgatā ..
punaścintitumārabdhaḥ śokasaṃvignamānasaḥ .. 47 ..
kṛtvā tu piṇḍa saṃkalpaṃ paścāttāpaṃ cakāra ha ..
akṛtaṃ munibhiḥ sarvaṃ kiṃ mayā tadanuṣṭhitam .. 48 ..
nivāpakarma hyaśuci putrārthe viniyojitam ..
aho snehaprabhāveṇa mayā cākṛtabuddhinā ..49..
kathaṃ te munayaḥ śāpātpradaheyurna māmiti ..
sadevāsuragandharvapiśācoragarākṣasāḥ .. 187.50..
kiṃ vakṣyanti ca māṃ sarve ye vai pitṛpade sthitāḥ ..
evaṃ vicintyamānasya gatā rātrirvasundhare .. 51 ..
pūrvasandhyānu samprāptā udite ca divākare ..
sandhyāvidhiṃ vinirvarttya hutvāgnīndvijasattamaḥ.. 52 ..
punaścintāṃ prapannaḥ sa ātreyo hyatiduḥkhitaḥ ..
ekākī bhāṣate tatra śokapīḍitamānasaḥ .. 53 ..
dhigvayo dhikca me karma dhigbalaṃ dhikca jīvitam ..
putraṃ sarvasukhairyuktaṃ jīvitaṃ hi na dṛśyate .. 54 ..
narakaṃ pūtikākhyātaṃ hṛdi duḥkhaṃ vidurbudhāḥ ..
paritrāṇaṃ tataḥ putrādicchantīha paratra ca .. 55 ..
pūjayitvā tu devāṃśca dattvā dānaṃ tvanekaśaḥ ..
hutvāgniṃ vidhivaccaiva svargaṃ tu labhate naraḥ .. 56 ..
putreṇa labhate yena pautreṇa ca pitāmahāḥ ..
atha putrasya pautreṇa modante prapitāmahāḥ .. 57 ..
putreṇa śrīmatā hīnaṃ nāhaṃ jīvitumutsahe ..