Gopalacampu 1.2.72

1.2.72

[61] tataś ca sarvāsu gata-sandehāsu snehātiśayāt kṛṣṇa-mātā savyena pāṇinā pṛṣṭham, apasavyena cibukaṃ spṛṣṭvā kṛṣṇajyeṣṭhaṃ prati sabāṣpam ācaṣṭa, "vatsa nīlāmbara, taveyam ambā mama samakṣaṃ bālyād eva tvayi nātīva vātsalyam ullāsayati, kintu svayam udāsīnavad āsīnā bhavati | tat khalu mama tāralyaṃ katham iva vairalyāya kalyatām? tasmād aham eva tvām upadiśāmi: pītāmbareṇa samam avilambam evālambanīyaṃ vrajavartma" iti |

[61] Then, when all their doubts were removed, Kṛṣṇa’s mother, out of an excess of affection, touched his back with her left hand and his chin with her right, and said with tears to Kṛṣṇa’s elder brother, "Child Nīlāmbara, this mother of yours does not openly manifest much parental affection toward you in my presence since your childhood, but remains sitting as if indifferent. How then can this agitation of mine be made calm? Therefore I instruct you myself: together with the yellow-robed one, take the path back to Vraja without delay."