Caitanyacandrodaya 10.4.1

Language: Sanskrit

10.4.1

strī—tado tado | (ga)
puruṣaḥ—tato daivāttasminkāle tatrāgatena bhagavaccaitanyapārṣadena śivānandena tamudantamatyantasaṃdihyamānatayāyadidṛkṣuṇā manasi kṛtam—'aho,
kimetasya darśanena, sākṣādeva mayā dṛṣṭo'sti bhagavān | tadālokasukhasadṛśaṃ kimasya darśanena bhaviṣyati sukham | naiva' iti nivartamānaina punarmanasi
kṛtam—'aho, yadyayaṃ sarvalokabahirvartamānaṃ māṃ svayamevāhūya svasamīpaṃ
nītvā māmakamiṣṭamantraṃ prakhyāpayati tadā satyamevātra tasyāveśo jātaḥ' iti
cintayitvā prasāriṇo janasamūhasya bahiḥ sthitavati śivānande yāvadāveśaṃ
tūṣṇīṃ sthito'pyasau 'kaḥ ko'tra bhoḥ, dūre vartamānaḥ śivānanda āhūyatām'
iti nideśamātreṇa dhāvadbhireva katibhiritastato nāmagrāhaṃ vicinvadbhiratidūre sthitaṃ tamādāya tannikaṭamāyayau | anantaraṃ ca tena 'śivānanda, bhavatā
manasi vicāritaṃ yat, tadākarṇyatāṃ bhavadīya iṣṭamantraścaturakṣaro gauragopāladevatākaḥ' ityākalayya tena nirṇītaṃ satyaiveyaṃ pratheti
strī-ajjautta, tīttao keriso | (ka)
puruṣaḥ- tṛtīyastu cintanamātrāvirbhāvo yaḥ so'pi śrūyatām- 'ekadā
tasyaiva śivānandasya bhāgineyaḥ śrīkānta ekaka eva prathamaṃ śrīpuruṣottamamāgatya bhagavaccaitanyacaraṇau dadarśa | asminneva samaye kautukavaśātpurīśvarasvarūpādisamakṣaṃ bhagavatā kiṃcijjagade jagadekabandhunā 'śrīkānta, asminnabde'dvaitādayo dayoddhurā vaktavyāste yathā nāyānti, mayaiva tatra gantavyam'
iti | api ca śivānando'pi bhagavanmātulo vaktavyaḥ pauṣe māsi tatropasannena mayā bhavitavyam, tatra jagadānando'sti tatraiva bhikṣā kartavyā' iti