金光明懺法補助儀 1.65

1.65

我某甲歸命頂禮一切諸佛，現在十方已得道者，轉妙法輪，誘接一切，為令眾生得清淨故，得安樂故。是諸世尊以真實慧、以真實眼，真實證明、真實平等，悉知悉見一切眾生善惡之業。我從無始，隨生死流，與一切眾生已造業障，為貪、瞋、癡之所纏縛。未識佛時、未識法時、未識僧時，不了善惡，為身、口、意，得無量罪。以惡心故，出佛身血，誹謗正法，破和合僧，殺阿羅漢，殺害父母。十不善法，自作教他，見作隨喜。於諸眾生，橫生毀呰，斗稱欺誑，以偽為真，不淨飲食，施與眾生。生死六道，所有父母，更相觸惱。塔物、僧物、四方僧物，心生偷奪，自在而用。諸佛法律，不樂奉持，師長教示，不相隨順。三乘行人，喜生罵辱，令其退恨。見有勝己，便懷嫉妒，法施財施，而生障礙。無明所覆，邪見惑心，使惡增長，於諸佛所，而起惡言，法說非法、非法說法。如是眾罪，齊如諸佛真實慧眼，真實見知，奉對懺悔，不敢覆藏。願我此生所有業障皆得消除，所有惡報未來不受；亦如過去諸大菩薩修菩提行，所有業障悉已懺悔，我之業障今亦懺悔；亦如現在、未來諸大菩薩修菩提行，所有業障皆悉懺悔，我之業障今亦懺悔。已作之罪，願乞消除，未起之惡，更不敢造。（懺悔已，歸命禮三寶。）

“I, [name], take refuge and bow my head to all Buddhas currently in the ten directions who have already attained the Way, turning the wonderful wheel of the Dharma and guiding all, so that sentient beings may attain purity and peace. These World-Honoured Ones, with true wisdom and true eyes, with true certification and true equality, know all and see all karmas, good and bad, of all sentient beings. From beginninglessness, following the stream of birth and death, I, along with all sentient beings, have created karmic obstacles, bound by greed, anger, and ignorance. When I did not know the Buddha, did not know the Dharma, and did not know the Saṅgha, not understanding good and evil, I incurred limitless offenses through body, speech, and mind. Out of an evil mind, I shed the Buddha's blood, slandered the true Dharma, broke the harmony of the Saṅgha, killed arhats, and murdered parents. The ten non-virtuous actions I performed myself, taught others to perform, and rejoiced upon seeing them performed. Toward sentient beings I brought arbitrary defamation; through measures and scales I practiced deceit and fraud, treating the fake as real; impure foods and drinks I gave to sentient beings. In the six paths of birth and death, I provoked and distressed all who had been my parents. Property of stūpas, property of the Saṅgha, and property of the Saṅgha of the four directions I stole and plundered with greed, using them at will. The vinaya of the Buddhas I took no pleasure in upholding; the instructions of masters and elders I did not obey. Practitioners of the three vehicles I frequently abused and insulted, causing them to regress and resent. Seeing those superior to myself, I harbored jealousy; toward the gifts of Dharma and the gifts of material wealth, I caused obstruction. Shrouded by ignorance, wrong views confused my mind, causing evil to increase; before the Buddhas I spoke evil words, preaching what is not Dharma as Dharma and preaching Dharma as not Dharma. Such numerous offenses, seen and known truly by the Buddhas' eye of true wisdom, I confess before them, not daring to conceal anything. May all karmic obstacles of my present life be eradicated, and may no evil retribution be received in the future. Just as all great bodhisattvas of the past who practiced the bodhisattva conduct fully repented of all karmic obstacles, so now do I also repent of my karmic obstacles. Just as all great bodhisattvas of the present and future who practice the bodhisattva conduct fully repent of all karmic obstacles, so now do I also repent of my karmic obstacles. What offenses have already been committed, I pray to eliminate; what evils have not yet arisen, I dare not create again.” (Having repented, take refuge and bow to the Three Jewels.)