Uttarajjhayana v28.p206

v28.p206

adhyayanaṃ-5,[ni. 235] ādhāya kṛtvā, karmāṇīti gamyate, tatastaireva karmabhiḥ 'gacchan' yān, prakramānarakaṃ, yadvā'yathākarmabhiḥ' gamiṣyamāṇagatyanurūpaiḥ tīvratīvratarādyanubhāvānvitairgacchaṃstadanurūpameva sthānaṃ, 'sa' iti bālaḥ, paścādi'tyāyuṣi hīyamāne 'paripatyate' yathā dhiḍmāmasadanuṣṭhāyinaṃ, kimidānī mandabhāgyaḥ karomi?, ityādi śocata iti sūtrārthaḥ || amumevārthaṃ dṛṣṭāntadvāreṇa dṛḍhayannāhamū. (142) jahā sāgaḍio jāṇaṃ, saṃmaṃ hiccā mahāpahaṃ|
visamaṃ maggamotinno, akkhabhaggaṃmi soyai|| vṛ. 'yathe'tyudāharaṇopanyāsārthaḥ, śaknoti śakyate vā dhānyādikamanena voḍhumiti śakaṭaṃ tena carati śākaṭika:-gantrīvāhaka: 'jāṇaṃ'ti jānannavabudhyamānaḥ 'samam' upalādirahitaṃ 'hitvā'tyaktvā, kam ?-mahāṃścāsau vistīrṇatayā prādhānyena ca panthāśca mahāpathaḥ, 'ṛkpūrabdhūḥpathāmānakṣe ityakāra: samāsāntastaṃ, 'viṣamam' upalādisaṃkulaṃ 'mārga' panthānaṃ otinno'tti avatīrṇaḥ-gantumupakrāntaḥ, paṭhyate ca-'ogāḍho'tti tatra cāvagāḍha ārūḍhaḥ prapanna iti caiko'rthaḥ, aśnīte navanītādikamityakṣo-dhūḥ tasya bhaṅgo-vināśaḥ akṣabhaṅgaḥ tasmin pāṭhāntarataścākṣe bhagne, śocate yathā dhig mama parijñānaṃ yajjānanapīthamapāyamavāptavāniti sūtrārthaḥ || mū.(143) evaṃ dhamma viukkamma, ahammaṃ paḍivajjiyā|
bāle maccuṃmuhaṃ patte, akkhe bhagge va soyai| vṛ.'eva'miti śākaṭikavad 'dharma' kṣāntyādikaṃ yatidharmaṃ sadācārātmakaṃ vā 'viukkama'tti vyatkramya viśeṣeṇollaṅghaya na dharmo'dharmaḥ, natra vipakṣe'pi vartate iti dharmapratipakṣaḥ, taṃ-hiṃsādikaṃ 'pratipadya' abhyupagamya 'bālaḥ' abhihitarūpo maraṇaṃ-mṛtyustasya mukhamiva mukhaṃ mṛtyumukhaṃmaraṇagocaraṃ prāpto' gataḥ, kimityāha-akṣe bhagna iva śocati, kimuktaṃ bhavati?-yathā-akṣabhaṅge śākaṭika: śocati tathā'yamapi svakṛtakarmaṇāmihaiva māraṇāntikavedanātmakaṃ phalamanubhavanātmānamanuśocati, yathā hā kimetajjānatā'pi mayaivamanuṣṭhitamiti sūtrārthaḥ || śobhanānantaraṃ ca kimasau karotītyāhamū. (144) tao se maraṇaṃtaṃmi, bāle saṃtassai bhayā|
akāmamaraṇaṃ maraī, dhutte vā kaliṇā jie|| vṛ. 'tata' ityātakotpattau yacchocanamuktaṃ tadanantaraṃ 'se' iti sa maraṇamevānto maraṇāntastasmin, upasthita iti śeṣaḥ, bālo' rāgādyākulitacittaḥ 'saṃtrasyati' samudvijate bibhetītiyāvat, kutaḥ? - 'bhayāt' narakagatigamanasādhvasāda, anenākāmatvamuktaṃ, saca kimevaṃ bibhyat maraṇādvimucyate? uta netyāha-akāmasya-anicchato maraṇamakāmamaraṇaṃ tena, sūtre cārṣatvādvitīyā, 'mriyate' prāṇāṃstyajati, ka ivakīdṛśaḥ san?- 'dhūrta iva' dyūtakāraiva, vāśabdasyopamārthatvāt, 'kalinā' ekena, prakramāt dāyena, jitaḥ sanātmānaṃ śocati, yathā hyayamekena dāyena jitaḥ sannātmānaṃ śocati tathā'sāvapītvarairvipākakaṭubhi: saṃkleśabahulairmanujabhogairdivyasukhaṃ hāritaḥ śocaneva mriyata iti sūtrārthaḥ || prastutamevārthaṃ nigamayitumāhamū.(145) eyaṃ akāmamaraṇaṃ, bālāṇaṃ tu paveiyaṃ|
itto sakāmamaraṇaṃ, paṃḍiyāṇa suṇeha me||