Kundamala 3.12

3.12

rā-( niḥśvasya sabāṣpam ) vatsa vatsasī-( karṇaṃ dattvā ) ko ṇu khu eso sañcalajalaharadvaṇidagaṃbhoreṇasaraviseseṇa añcaṃtaduḥkhavāścaṇaṃ vi me sarīraṃ romāṃcedi
ṇirūvemi dāva ko esotti; ahavā ṇa juttaṃ mama ajāṇia
paramatthaṃ atthāṇe diṭhṭhiṃ visajjaiduṃ | kiṃ ettha jāṇidavvaṃ ?
ṇāvaṇāhuyadi me sarīraṃ parapurusasaddo romaṃcaggahaṇeṇa, suvvattaṃ
so ettha ṇiraṇukoso saṃpatto | ta ṇivvaṇaissaṃ | ahavā
taha paraṃmuhe jaṇe evvaṃ ahimuhī homitti jaṃ saccaṃ attaṇovi
ahaṃ lajjidamhi | tā ṇa pekkhissaṃ | ( parāṅmukhī bhūtvā )
kahaṃ ṇa ppahavāmi attāṇaassa, āvaṃjiadi me balakkāreṇa
tahiṃ evva diṭhī1 | kiṃ avaraṃ karemi attāṇaassa rāaparahīṇadāe ṇioo ( nirvarṇayati ) aṃho diṭhṭhotti paridoso,
cirappavāsotti maṇṇū, parikhāmotti uvveo, ṇiraṇukosotti
ahimāṇo, ciraparicidotti aṇurāo, dassaṇīotti
ukkaṇṭhā, sāmitti bahumāṇo, kusalavāṇaṃ tādotti kuṭuṃviṇīsabbhāvo, avarāhaṃ pavisiṃdaṃhitti lajjā; ṇa jāṇāmi ajjauttadaṃsaṇeṇa kīdisaṃ avatthaṃ aṇubhavāmitti | (ka)
la—kimarthamāryo māmakasmādevāmantrya vāṣpāyamānanayanastūṣṇīmadhomukhaḥ saṃvṛttaḥ ?
rā—niḥ sampātaviviktamadamaraṇyaṃ taṭaruhatarucchāyāsamākīrṇaramaṇīyasaikatāṃ prasannasalilavāhinīṃ samudragāminīñcāvalokayan saṃsmṛtya daṇḍakāvanavāsamevaṃ vaiklavyamanuprāpto'ssi
sī—ajjautta sumarasi vaṇavāsaṃ ṇa uṇa vaṇavāsiṇaṃ jaṇaṃ | (ka)
la—kiṃ tatra duḥkhaikavāse vanavāse smarttavyamiti
rā—vatsa, lakṣmaṇa, kimevaṃ bravīṣi—duḥkhaikavāse vanavāse smarttavyamiti | paśya paśya—
( kisalayasukumāraṃ pāṇimālambya devyā
vividharatisakhībhiḥ saṅgathābhirdinānte
caraṇagamanavegānmantharasya smarāmi
srutapayasi taṭinyāḥ saikate caṅkramasya